Every Visit Was Love

Wednesday, October 15, 2025

I still remember the sound of her footsteps—slow, steady, familiar. Every time my grandmother came to visit from Tandag, I felt my heart leap with joy. I would rush to the door, shouting, “Nanay! Nanay’s here!”

She would smile the moment she saw me, her face lighting up like the sun after rain. “Aba, ni dako na man akong apo!” she’d say, laughing as she hugged me tightly. The faint scent of liniment and rice field air clung to her clothes, a smell I grew to love.

Her visits were never without gifts. Sometimes she’d hand me a small, fluttering bird in a cage. “Ganahan man ka ug pets, mao ni oh,” she’d say, her eyes twinkling as the bird chirped. I would squeal in delight, promising to take care of it as if it were the most precious thing in the world.

Other times, she’d pull a folded bill from her pocket and secretly slip it into my hand. “Ayaw ipakita sa imong mama ha,” she’d whisper with a wink. I’d nod eagerly, clutching the money like a secret treasure.

She didn’t have much, but she always made me feel like I had everything. Sometimes I’d ask, “Lola, di ba kapoy magbiyahe gikan sa Tandag?”

She’d laugh softly. “Kapoy gamay, pero mawala ra pag makita taka.”

When it was time for her to leave, I would follow her to the tricycle, not wanting her to go. She’d pat my head gently. “Sunod balik ko, naa napud koy dala para nimo,” she’d promise.

And as she rode away, I’d wave until she disappeared down the dusty road, holding onto her words like a lullaby—knowing that the next time she came, love would come with her, wrapped in the warmth of her hands and the softness of her smile.

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Tents by the River, Dreams on the Mountain

Thursday, August 28, 2025


The Road Beckons

The dawn of August 23, 2025, broke gently over Ampayon, painting the sky with a faint promise of adventure. At exactly 5AM, I met my friend Chris at the familiar 7/11 store, the kind of place where countless journeys seem to begin. There we found Sir Tristan waiting, his smile steady as always, accompanied by his office mates from the PSWD: Kenjay, Flor, Tiras, Allyn, Paulo, and Sarrah.

The weather was kind to us—no rain, no harsh sun, just the cool breath of morning against our faces. Yet, the road was less merciful. The stretch from Sibagat to Bunawan, Agusan del Sur, was a battlefield of potholes and road repairs. My motorcycle groaned with each bump, and though my speed averaged only 65KPH, the group moved with patience, adjusting to my careful pace.

By 3PM, after long hours of asphalt, dust, and laughter echoing in between, we reached Davao Oriental. But the road still teased us with another hour before our destination. Finally, at 4PM, we stood at the entrance of Darporrt Camp, nestled in Barangay Catmonan, where the river sang softly like a hymn of welcome.

We pitched our tents beside the flowing water, paid our humble ₱300 camping fee, and shared a simple meal. The three pairs of lovebirds in our group slipped into the river for an evening swim, their laughter mingling with the rippling current. I, however, chose a quieter communion—seated on my camping chair, breathing deeply, letting the forest’s hush and the river’s song baptize me into the serenity of nature.



The Climb Within


The next morning, I woke early, my hands busy with the warmth of cooking for the team. Tristan strolled leisurely around camp, soaking in the morning’s cool silence, while the couples cocooned themselves in the comfort of tents, whispering secrets only lovebirds understand.

After breakfast, we broke camp and set our eyes on the challenge ahead: Dinagsaan Peak in Banaybanay, Davao Oriental, land held by the proud Kagan tribe.

At 12:45PM, our feet began the upward journey. The trail was merciless—slopes carved from stone, massive rocks daring us to conquer them, and streams flowing across our path as if to test our determination. My body, unaccustomed to such demands, rebelled with every step. My breathing grew heavy, my muscles burned, and doubts whispered like shadows: “Can you really make it?”

Yet, hiking is life in miniature—each boulder a trial, each steep climb a hardship, each pause a reminder to gather strength. Success, like the peak, is never handed easily; it is wrestled from pain and perseverance.


At 2:45PM, after two hours that felt like wrestling with my own limits, we finally stood atop Dinagsaan Peak. The view was overwhelming—rolling greens and endless skies proclaiming the majesty of God. I could not help but lift my heart in worship, humbled by creation’s grandeur.

We lingered for an hour, then descended carefully, reaching the foot at 5:30PM. Waiting for us was Ate Leah and her husband from Pantukan, Davao de Oro. They welcomed us warmly, guiding us to Sea World Oasis, a charming resort where the sea whispered just beyond.

For only ₱150 per head, we camped by the swimming pool, later savoring a sumptuous dinner at the resort’s restaurant. While Tristan and the boys competed over billiards and the girls retreated to rest, I surrendered to my body’s protests. With legs aching from the day’s climb, I asked Chris for a massage—a mercy that felt like salvation. Sleep embraced me quickly.



Steps of Grace

Morning broke with renewed strength, the echoes of last night’s pain now quieted by rest and care. Chris and I wandered the resort, capturing fleeting moments with photographs—memories to anchor this fleeting journey.

When the others stirred, another challenge called: the Station of the Cross, towering with more than 600 steps at the entrance of Davao Oriental. At first, hesitation gripped me. My legs still remembered yesterday’s torture, and the stairs seemed endless. But as I joined the team, each step became lighter than I feared. Perhaps resilience grows quietly overnight. By the time we reached the summit, I realized—it wasn’t just the body climbing, but the spirit rising.


After breakfast, we began the long ride home. This time, the road proved fiercer. Heavy rains blurred the path, potholes deepened by water threatened to swallow wheels, and darkness cloaked Agusan del Sur as night fell. Yet, even through these trials, camaraderie carried us forward. Sir Tristan’s steady patience, riding with me until Ampayon, was a reminder that journeys are never meant to be endured alone.

Finally, at 11:45PM, I arrived home—tired, sore, yet fulfilled.



More than Miles

This trip was not merely a ride across provinces or a climb up mountains. It was a pilgrimage of patience, resilience, and faith. The roads taught me endurance; the mountain taught me perseverance; the sea and river whispered peace; and my companions, each in their own way, taught me the joy of shared struggle and laughter.

Travel is never just about the destination—it is about who we become along the way. And in those three days, somewhere between the potholes of Sibagat and the 600 steps of Davao Oriental, I became a little stronger, a little braver, and a little more grateful for the gift of life’s journey.

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Thursday, June 13, 2013





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Please Lord, don’t wake me up. 

He leaned in and kisses him. Lex shut his eyes again…this time too tight. He felt Xander’s lips caressing his. Slow and passionate na tila ba dinadama nito ang bawat kurba ng kanyang mga labi. Mahinhin at hinihintay nito ang kusa nitong pagtugon sa kanyang halik.

Dagling iginiya ni Lex ang mga labi at tinugon ang halik ni Xander. It sparks something inside him, uminit ang buo niyang katawan and his nerves fired in chaos. He realized they are not wet in the rain anymore. He is lying on his bed at nakaibabaw sa kanya si Xander, kissing him…I can control my dream, Lex thought as he hears the thunder outside and the light that flickered through his half closed window.
Xander cut the kiss and look again to Lex’s face and caught his dreamy eyes.

“I am the heir of the king. Can you be my prince?” he asked.

Her heartbeats deafened him, his eyes welled in tears that are about to fall. His heart burst in joy as he heard Xander’s questions. Ramdam niya na tapat ito sa pagtatanong. Hindi man niya maitatatwa ang sakit na nakikita niya sa likod ng kanyang mga mata ay ramdam niya na sa isang sulok ng sugatang puso nito ay ang pag-ibig na matagal na niyang inaasam.

“X-xander…” again he stuttered, the tears finally wet his flushing cheeks.

“Will you let me try to love you?” tila nagmamakaawang pakiusap ni Xander habang nakatitig padin sa mga hilam niyang mata.


He nods… a little nod that tells everything he feels. Joy flashed in Xander’s eyes and gave him the sweetest kiss a lover could ever wish for. 

I want to be in this dream forever, usal niya habang buong puso niyang tinugon ang mga halik ng lalaking pinakamamahal.

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